cupcakes and rainbows

I was late for work again today. That's twice in a row. At least today I was only 5 minutes late instead of 30 minutes late. I don't know what's wrong with me lately- usually I'm 20 minutes early. I feel tired and cracked out all the time. I can't seem to stop coughing and I can't even take NyQuil (or anything for that matter) so that I can fall asleep. I think I'm on my death bed right now. If you saw me right now, you'd understand.

I need a vacation. A real vacation. Not the kind that makes you more tired after you get home. I want to go somewhere by myself for like a week and sleep, read, eat good food, catch some rays, and sleep some more. Is that too much to ask? I'm planning it. Stay posted for details.

In other news, I will be making like 500 cupcakes to sell at the Sub4Santa fundraiser on December 10th. Who wants to have a cupcake baking/decorating party with me?? It will be so much fun....I have some ideas.

This week I have been able to hang out with my grandpa quite a bit. I like that. I wish that our hang out sessions didn't include the hospital, but they do and I'll take what I can get. Joey, Enna, and I are going to put up my grandpa and grandma's Christmas tree next week! I used to love helping them do that and I'm excited to do it this year.

Calvie is back to full health, as far as I can tell. He's back to running around and torturing Gretchen. I thought he'd go right back to biting and clawing me, but so far he has remained a little cuddle bug. He follows me everywhere and cuddles up to me. I love it. A lot. Pretty sure I love my cat more than you. Unless you're Joey. You might be tied with Calv, but he's up there.

I got 7 months sober today. I woke up to a text from my dad that reminded me. I have just been looking forward to 9 months because that's when I get my next chip in AA, but it was a nice little boost to remember that I have 7 months! Thanks father.

I have been listening to a country song on repeat for like 7 hours. More like 10 days, but I still love it. I'm sure it'll wear off soon.....I hope.

I miss Jordan a lot today. Darn.

Bored at work. Can you tell what it says? haha


  1. Let me know when the cupcake party is. I'll clear my schedule!

  2. That would be super! I think I'm going to take next Friday (the 9th) off work so that I can stay up late decorating. If you guys wanna come over, that'd be sweet! :)

  3. I am here to help too love! Just sext me. ;)