In 2011 I:
- Had a couple of really fun trips to California with Jordan.
- Played Loveopoly for Valentines day. I made it up. ha ha
- Jordan came to Utah, knocked on my window and surprised me. Best thing ever, to this date.
- Missed Joey's birthday. And Jr. Prom.
- Snow in Vegas! Weird..and funny because people freaked out over less than 1/2 an inch of snow.
- Had my first (and hopefully last) ride on a Greyhound Bus--it failed miserably.
- Spent New Years Eve in a ghetto ass bar in Vegas with lots of old drunk people. I didn't get a New Years Eve kiss and I probably barfed a lot.
- I had lots of drunken bbq's--I do miss that.
- Lots of drunken fights, arguments, and driving.
- I had my heart broken.
- Left someone that I love.
- Checked into rehab on May 5 and completed on June 29 (I think).
- Met some really, really amazing people.
- Lived at the crisis center for a little over a month. Not too shabby.
- Got a job.
- Got my first apartment living on my own! And it's cute.
- Got a roomie.
- Adopted Calvin! I never thought I would love a kitty as much as I love Calv. I'm sure glad that he's in my life--I love him so much.
- Made some new friends; made amends with some old friends.
- Had a lot of really awkward/depressing moments with my parents.
- Chopped my hair and dyed parts of it red.
- Hung out a lot with my grandpa at the hospital.
- Got to see Joey be the manager of his last High School football game in Salt Lake!
- Have been to lots of SUU basketball games with Joey, April, and Bryan.
- Gained back some trust from people--they trust me to take Joey, to hang out with my grandparents, and to drive their cars. Holy shit, man.
- Went to San Antonio, TX as a birthday present to myself.
- On December 29, 2011 I will be celebrating 8 months sober! Time sure is flying...
- I thought my family would never accept me for me--but turns out, things are going really well.
- Had an amazing Thanksgiving with lots of really awesome people. No drunk fights and I can remember it all.
- Thought Calv was going to die--I was heartbroken. Luckily my dad pulled some strings, got him into the vet on a holiday and he was fixed with some antibiotics. :)
- Adopted Gretchen. I'm still working on loving her. She's cute but I just love Calv...
- Still miss Jordan everyday and wish things could be different--and by that I mean I wish that I could have my cake and eat it, too. Clearly, that isn't possible. Damn. A girl can dream, right?
- Started believing in a higher power--although some days are better than others in that department.
- Lost things--but gained so much more.
- Grew my hair out- it's getting long! I had it in a bun for the last 8 months-ish and now I'm wearing it down and it's pretty long! Coooool.
- Got one of my best friends back. Thank goodness.
- Wanted to run away to Vegas everyday and haven't. Missing people sucks.
- Thought about going running and haven't. haha...
- Got a couple tattoos. And by a couple, I mean 8. :)
In 2012 I:
- Will complete rehab and aftercare stuff that I have going on right now.
- Want to get back into SUU or school somewhere. I miss school.
- Have a lot of amends to make to a lot of people.
- Want to go to a Jazz game.
- Want to go to Disney Land.
- Want to go to Texas.
- Want to swim in the ocean.
- Want to have a cool esty shop.
- Want to run more (I'm not committing to anything just yet...haha)...and by more, I mean at all.
- Want to get a smart phone. I feel dumb with my non smart phone. Plus, can't play words with friends.....
- Want to take the foster care classes. I donno if they'll let me since I'm not actually going to do foster care right now, but I'll try. :)
- Want to go camping, at least once. Good sober fun...eek.
- Want to go watch the NCAA tournament in Vegas. Wish me luck. ;)
- Want to fit into my old jeans. hahhaha....right....
- Want to go to Lagoon.
- Want to get a car.
- Want to get another job.
- Want to spend a few days at the cabin.
- Want to spend a sober weekend in Vegas.
- Want to make new friends, keep old friends, and have fun!
- Want to travel any chance I get.
- Want to have a brain transplant--or have my life be like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind...either way will work. Lets do this shit. I don't wanna be sad anymore.
- Want to try snowboarding--perhaps on the Wal-Mart bunny hill...
- Get my 1 year chip in AA --- hope so!
