right now i...

• wanna scream until i feel better.
• am grateful for all the good things in my life. 
• think that graveyard is the best shift ever invented [but only with a laptop and free wifi]
• wish that i could be with y.o.u. 
• am looking at http://rodeo.net/tattoologist [my new fav. blog]
• love pandora. greatest.invention.ever.
• am daydreaming about how i'll decorate my new pad. 
• feel like crying and laughing all at the same time.
• am eating raspberries from Corinne. what would i do without her? 

• think that i'm lucky to be alive. 
• should be filling ice bags but of course i'll save the work for the end of the shift. 
• wish i had someone to play scrabble with every night. 
• want to have control over every situation. 
• have freshly shaven legs. mmm
• would love to be on an airplane going someplace amazing. 
• am grateful that there are currently no old nasty truckers here hitting on me. 
• think i have the best friends and fam in the universe. 
• <3 pinterest.com ---addicted!
• could go for a 50 piece chicken nugget from mcdonalds...
• might be dreaming of Lagoon and especially floatin' down the lazy river in Lagoona Beach
• wish i was with my sibs cuddling and making animal noises.
• think that addiction sucks. it's a bitch. and it's taking people i love. 
• kinda like cops. at least the ones that come to the truck stop and chat. they're nice. 
• hate bugs. they are everywhere. and i mean e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e.
• can almost feel the sand between my toes. i think i need a beach in a bad way. 
• want another tattoo. horribly.
• kinda miss HHW...freaky.
• wish i could drink a monster. but instead i'll drink coffee with extra vanilla creamer. 
• could go for a little make out sesh or something...
• miss Lily bug. 
• wish you could read my mind and know how much i love you. but i won't tell you.
• am a little bit scared of the future; i'm gonna be afraid and do it anyway
• like making lists, i suppose. 
• could be watching netflix [thanks Jon] but instead i'm blogging and shiz
• might be taking pictures of myself at work. sick.
• am pondering important shit. 
• kinda wish a trucker would come entertain me....wait, i'm not that bored. 
• am gonna stop writing this blog. you're welcome.